Hermana Wendy's Dream Interpretation

Isaac says that a child usually represents a  new Christian or person of God. Maybe I was going to guide this "child of God" in their path and Kayla just isn't ready for this. Kayla is still young but her heart is big and ambitious. (Ambitious and yearning to work in the things of God.)

Hermana Wendy's Dream (1/21/11)

JANUARY 21, 2011

Hermana Wendy had a dream with me and that she saw me visiting her home (apartment) and I had gone to spend time with Kayla, when I saw that it was time for me to leave, I told Kayla I was about to leave and Kayla started crying because she didn't want me to leave. I began crying with her and I told her that she couldn't come with me to where I was going. When Hermana Wendy saw me leaving, she saw that I got into a car and that the driver was a little girl. The little girl was white complected and had blonde hair. I was riding in the passenger seat.

Stalker Girl Interpretation

Isaac told me that maybe there's a girl out there who is jealous of what I have (my friendships) and maybe there is a guy who likes me and I may not like him, but I'm the cause he doesn't notice her.

When I talked to Nancy about the dream, she told me maybe this girl was me and how I felt about Nelly and the situation with Mando. MY THINKING: maybe it could be me, maybe I looked obsessive wanting to know about them, or envying her for taking him. I wished her bad luck and I wanted their relationship to end quick, so maybe this crazy chick represents me... =( idk

Stalker Girl (1/18-21/11)

JANUARY 18-21, 2011

I was at a restaurant (the kind that's by a sidewalk where people walk by and can see inside.) There were five of us in total, we were sitting at a round table talking and eating. The lights were semi-dim but still bright. The only person I recognize is Nancy and she was sitting to my right. I was in the middle of the five of us, facing the window. The girl to Nancy's right (seemed like Rubi or Menfiz) had pointed out some girl who was outside the restaurant who was looking inside at our table. Our friend (because the girl to Nancy's right was a friend of ours) had said the girl had been looking at her/our table for the last 15 minutes. So we told each other to be ready if she came in or something, because she was staring at us with a look of hatred.

So she came in and stood behind Nancy (we were all looking at her at the girl at this point) and I saw she had what looked like a plastic fork in her hand. She directed herself towards me when she began talking, I don't remember her exact words, but she said that I was the cause of her misery and she stabbed my hand. I said "Ouch! " It didn't hurt a lot and she didn't do much damage, because I wasn't bleeding.

I stood up and stood right in front of her and grabbed her by the neck. I held her in a tango position where I tilt her to the ground. I looked at her and I saw her face, the girl was pretty, I've never seen her, but she was Hispanic, with long wavy brown hair..she looked like she was in her mid 20's. I looked at her and told her that I didn't even know her. Then we were somehow  on a stage inside the restaurant and I took her up there and told everyone at the restaurant that this girl blamed me for her misery.

All of a sudden I see  myself on a bridge (like the bridge in Spiderman) it was night time and this girl was on the edge of the bridge and she jumped off, while I saw her falling down in the air, her voice was in the background like that of a narrator, and she was saying that her story was just like Beyonce's in the movie Obsessed, but even worse.  That's all I remember.....

Detouring in the Red Van Interpretation

MY INTERPRETATION

I  believe that when I was taking Isai to the outlet mall, I wanted to go but I went more for him because he needed to buy his shoes (the outlet mall happened in real life but I had the same notion in the dream) Isai represents Mando and how I wanted to take him/guide him to be a Christian, but his directions guided me instead.

The girl and her little brother represent my spiritual guides??

When I was making the u-turn towards the end of the dream, I no longer felt like Isai was with me in the van. I think this dream was the confirmation I asked God about the prophecy Isaac's prophet friend had about my burden. I asked God to confirm when I was over it, and to confirm when I had let go of those oppressed feelings. The fact that Isai wasn't in the van in the u-turn part (I felt he wasn't there in the dream) means that Mando's presence isn't in my life anymore, and he wasn't guiding me anymore. I was following my guides, I was going to meet them...which could mean I'm getting back on track and the burden is gone?

Detouring in the Red Van (1/12-16/11)

JANUARY 12-16, 2011

I was picking up Isai in the red van from somewhere (school) and we were going somewhere (outlet mall?, it's a notion) and when we were on a main street Isai was giving me options of which roads we could take to get there. He said we could go straight until we got to __th street (the streets were numbered, for example 54th St.). I think we were on 74th or 79th street and we were trying to get to the 30s (??) He had told me it was best for me to make a left on 13th street and then it would meet up with our destination street, while he was telling me this alternative (because I was set to go straight) we were suddenly on 13th street and he told me "It's this street!! Turn here!" When he told me this we were at a red light and I thought it was only one lane that made a left (so I was trying to get onto the left lane, but the lane I was one, which was the second left lane, also made a left turn).

So we make a left and we go straight, then I see another stop (red light) further ahead. By this point we have driven not too much but just enough to be far from the 13th street where we turned on. This stop light suddenly appeared to me, I guess I wasn't paying attention to the road and the van was going pretty fast for me to make a sudden stop; I applied the full breaks and to not hit the (van or truck?) in front of me, I tried going into the left lane, but an old brown (Buick or Cadillac or one of those types of cars) was like racing me and didn't give me space to get into the left lane, so I had to get back into my lane. When the van was at its end of braking, I barely touched the (van or truck) but it did jerk them a bit. I felt so embarrassed I ducked down, but I saw myself ducked in the second row of the van, and I peeked to see the people in the truck and their reaction. It turns out it was Willies little sister and her little brother, and they kept turning around to see who it was that hit them, but the way I was ducked, it seemed like no one was in the driver's seat of the van.

The light turned green and then I was, back on the wheel, and they turned around again while we were on the road and she saw it was me then  I could make out that she told her little brother, "It was her" like she had recognized me from back at the stop. I was telling her "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, do you want me to pull over?" and she said "Yes, we will turn on Willow____(wood?)" and  I said "Okay"

I suddenly saw her turn and make a right onto a feeder road  (It looked like the one from Fuqua and Beltway 8 when we go home.) I couldn't turn with her because I had cars to the right lane, so I passed the freeway and I saw that it was the same plaza on Gessner when you pass 59. (Staples, Academy, Chase Bank, etc) So I see myself driving on the left lane ready to make a u-turn by the first entrance of Chase and Academy, and I somehow passed up the turn. I slightly missed the turn but I manage to make a u-turn within my left lane and I go through the opening where I  intended to make the u-turn, so basically I was breaking the driving laws.

I was picturing how I was going to make a left under the bridge and then once on the feeder I would make a on the first entrance which was Willow___(wood/bend?) but before I could get to the left lane that prepares you to make a left turn onto the feeder on the following light signal, I woke up.